A poem from Tot’s Mom October 28, 2007
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Jealous Partner
Just the other day my partner
Asked why am I a blogger
Writing about our toddler
When I am no expert author
Neither do I have any bestseller
He even went further
Asked me to stop being a dreamer
For it won’t make me any wealthier
By writing about many a silly matter
So, I gave him an answer
That I am no wanna be writer
Blogging won’t make me richer
But neither would it make me poorer
So don’t be such a bother
Then I realize later
He is probably being a jealous partner
Coz’ I rather spend time with the computer!
Alexx will start her class soon! October 28, 2007
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Yesterday we went to Alexx school to pay for her school fees and got her uniform. We feel excited about it at the same time feeling kinda nervous for her also. This is her first time to go to school and the first time she will be detached with me for hours. I wonder if she will cry or what. haha! I hope she will enjoy her first day on Thursday. Somemore she will be learning Chinese. I think it’s time for me to learn chinese too. But kinda funny for me to say the words as it really sounds funny the way I pronounce it and the intonation is like a Filipino intonation too. whaaa! I really feel funny for myself. Let’s just wait and see how. hehe!
After a month they became four… October 23, 2007
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Sukee and Sakura has 2 little kiddos now. Sukee gave birth to her babies last October 11 and Alexx witnessed the delivery. She ran to me while reporting saying “mommy, mommy Sukee has a baby in her butt!” hahaha! I went to see Sukee and she was hiding in a cornor with her kid. I only saw one that time, but when hubby arrived from work he confirmed that there are two kiddos. That was the last time we played with them because it’s not allowed to touch everything in their cage including both Sukee & Sakura while nursing of the the 2 litte babies is going on.
10 days after, finally hubby decided to clean the cage. He shifted Sukee & Sakura to soon to be their new home. Got the babies and shifted in a box for awhile including their nest. The nest must be returned back in the cage too so as not to stressed out Sukee. She might not distingushed the smell and think that her babies are not hers. While hubby was cleaning the cage, I had the chance to play with Sakura again. hehehe. He was so restless and wants to go out. They are really so cute. The babies eyes are still close but they can crawl now.
Little Einsteins…Alexx & I loves the theme song! October 21, 2007
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Watching cartoons is Alexx routine everday. She learns fast and can memorize the songs quickly. She can even sing the song with feelings. hehe! I love this theme song too and I sing it with her sometimes.
“We’re going on a trip in our favorite rocket ship, Zooming through the sky… Little Einsteins Climb aboard, get ready to explore There’s so much to find, Little Einsteins. We’re going on a mission, start the countdown 5, 4, 3,2,1 Everyone to rocket, rev it up now RRRRRRRRRRRRRR We’re going on a trip in our favorite rocket ship Zooming through the sky, Little Einsteins climb aboard, get ready to explore There’s so much to find, Little Einsteins come On – Let’s Go – Little Einsteins We need you, Little Einsteins”
It made me ponder…yet it inspired me! October 15, 2007
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I was quietly reading blogs yesterday afternoon as if searching for something. Blog hopped here and there. Just read, read and read. Until I took a moment of rest, staring at the monitor for about 15 minutes. Taking a deep breath, I asked myself what exactly do I want to read and find out. Smilingly thinking of someones previous blog, I viewed my favorites lists and clicked the link Endoh .
Thinking awhile, I asked myself again. Haven’t I read everything in this blog? 
(For all I know, I’ve been reading friends blogs even before I started to have my own and I admit, I became an avid reader of this particular blog. I won’t deny that sometimes I only read the current post, hehe!) Well, I looked through the February archive and clicked on the title that says The spoon of love yeah, I remembered reading it long ago but never came up with a realization just like what I had yesterday.
I can say that my marriage is not smoothly sailing since we got married and I am exploring thoroughly in every situation to have a ”balance” relationship with my husband. While reading the blog again, this time these questions struck my heart: “When was the last time you’ve gotten into an argument with your partner because you were disappointed that he/she didn’t do something you hope to see? Or when was the last time you got into a cold war with your spouse because you failed to get what you hope for? Or perhaps at some point, you started to question yourself why are you doing so much for your partner and yet your partner does not give as much?”
I went on reading but I couldn’t concentrate because my mind was stuck to those questions. So I stopped for a couple of minutes and think over. It really made me ponder so much! Just when I was about to give up thinking, I read on again and I found myself in tears. Every sentence sink in deeply into my mind and hits the innermost part of my heart. (I only explored but didn’t ask myself what is the greatest thing have I done to make a well balance relationship with my man.) Yes, it is not easy to balance every relationship due to some circumstances that we don’t expect to arise. Many times I feel like giving up but I’m always holding on because I believe the commitment made in marriage is something we need to value the most.
I apologise, I cannot share what my realizations are. Let’s just see where it will lead me in the future. Wish me goodluck!
